Improvement

Ok, so I am a little late with the "New Years Resolution" blog, but I think I am still within the acceptable time limit. Not that I care about a time limit, I would post this in the middle of July and still call it a New Years Resolution blog, probably just because I am a punk.

I will simplify my thoughts into list form:

1. Get some form of exercise for 30 or more mins each day and maintain a diet that I can be proud of. More green things and less sugar. Whole wheat for white processed nastiness. Vegetables in place of snack foods and all the unhealthy things I love so because from this moment on I do not love them anymore. We are but acquaintances and nothing more.

2. Make more things instead of buying them. This is with the exception of the occasional Urban Outfitters awesomeness on clearance or a pair of Toms shoes or something like that.

3. Be more green with my hair care routine and makeup purchases.

4. Be more intentional with my words, so what if there are a few pauses in a conversation?

5. Write something on paper everyday, it can be a sentence, poem, epic ballad, journal entry, letter, anything, just put pen to paper. I want to feel the connection my brain and thoughts have to the world.

6. Throw myself into my school work. I am talking major student mojo here.

7. I want to be a better and more honest friend. If you are reading this Morgan, this is for you. I really sucked at being your friend towards the end though I hope that was not an end but more of an hiatus of a friendship which will be resumed eventually. Please take your time to think over things. If and hopefully when you decide what is best for you I will be there (or here depending on your perspective) ready to develop a new and improved friendship with you or give you all the space that I possibly can. I miss you.

8. Try things even if I don't know what is going to happen. I want to live in the moment and experience things with unadulterated curiosity. We shall see what kind of mischief I get myself into...this should be fun.

9. I will be more outgoing. No one can hurt me but myself, I need to remember that. Boys are not intimidating any longer and strangers? Piece of cake!

10. (B/c I felt odd leaving the list at 9 though I like odd numbers hmm...they've indoctrinated me with this orderly bull poo) I will take responsibility for my actions and mistakes I make. No more keeping my mouth shut, I will be loud and proud about owning my mistakes and I will learn from them. Patience also falls under this category I should think. I will maintain calmness whilst in a difficult and annoying situation...that will be a valuable life lesson.

Ok, so now I have the list. Yay! Now to act it out...I will start tomorrow morning because I'm tired right now and I have sleep to get tonight. Hope ya'll keep me accountable. :)

Nightie night.